
In Columbia, Tennessee where I was born,
I remember picking armfuls of daffodils with my sister and selling them
by the bundle to neighbors for 10 cents.
I remember bringing home in a round cardboard
Quaker Oats container, a very tiny bluegill sunfish caught in a farm pond
and releasing it in our small pond. I remember standing at the edge of
the spring fed pond staring into the crystal clear water searching for
my brought home pet fish. I can see that fish in my mind as clearly as
if it were yesterday.
I remember the giant magnolia trees blooming
with huge white fragrant flowers and the pink hollyhocks growing against
the white painted brick walls of the old smoke house that had a dirt
floor perfect for toy trucks. I have loved flowers ever since. And I’ve
been raising fish as a hobby since I was twelve.
Being an artist is getting to be a child
all over again, bringing home the things that interest you, exploring
making stuff, and being immersed in both the moment and the excitement
of "what if," even though the oatmeal container is leaking.
The fun was in catching the fish; the joy in bringing it home alive.
The fun was in picking the bunches of flowers; the joy in neighbors buying
them.
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I was assigned as a cameraman to a documentary
film unit when I was drafted into the army in 1969. It was here that I
developed some sense of personal image making. Between short film assignments
to provide informational coverage for the Pentagon I would spend weekends
wandering in a nearby cypress swamp with my personal camera. At this point
in my life I was primarily interested in filmmaking. When a lieutenant
from the unit accompanied me on one of my excursions, I had a revelation:
that you could create a single image just for the self satisfaction and
pleasure of doing so. I remember asking him what he would do if he made
an image he liked. He thought for awhile, and finally said that if he
was really happy with a photograph he might make a large print, frame
it and hang it on his wall to enjoy and share. At that time this was an
entirely new concept for me. It was on that day, with that lieutenant,
out in a cypress swamp in North Carolina that I made an image that expanded
my understanding of my creative perceptions and personal joy.
After military service I returned to St. Louis
where my family now lived and started working for a large communications
company that produced films and media projects. A year later I left to
start my own small production service and found that the part I loved
the most was the image-making. Several years later I moved to Minneapolis
and put out my shingle as a commercial photographer.
I live in the Linden Hills neighborhood of
Minneapolis with Mary, my sweet wife, Hannah, the cat who runs the household,
twelve fish tanks in the basement, three small fish ponds in the backyard
and an ever-growing garden that may one day make lawn mowing obsolete.
I’m always surprised at how the garden seems to have its own development
plan, it just takes me awhile to figure it out. I’ve been spending
more and more time exploring the image possibilities in my own yard.
When I was a young man I looked to the outside
world for answers and meaning. I have traveled and searched and experienced.
Now, I have come to the realization that nearly everything I need is here,
meaning inside myself, at my home, with my family and friends. In the
ordinary world around me are dramatic discoveries to explore, creations
(stuff) to make, and life to be appreciated, enjoyed and shared. Everyday
life with exceptional meaning.
I have been exploring making images for the past
35 years..
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